This video was filmed in August, if you watch it all through you?ll find out why I was so anxious about even editing it. This is why it took me so long to put up: I?m hoping this is the start of being more open with you guys. I feel like I?ve gone more into my shell over the years as I dealt with personal issues. I?m feeling better now, and want to build back the relationship to what we used to have. I love you all so much, you?re one of the most important parts of my life, and how I feel about sharing my life with you is really important. I hope you like the video!

If you?re feeling anything like what I talk about in the video, you aren?t alone and people want to help. Reach out to family, friends and professional help here is a link with helplines internationally: https://togetherweare-strong.tumblr.com/helpline
The Ellis Faas video I reference to! https://www.youtube.com/watch"v=8cI1AUJWOXI

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